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Into The LightI have spent so much of my lifeInto The Light by mattgoulty
Toiling in the dark, lost,
Fighting the world seemingly by myself.
It's taken me a long time to realise it,
But I now know that I am not alone.
I look back at who, no, at what I was
And I barely recognise myself.
I was so angry at the world and everything in it
That I was blinded, thrown into the darkness.
It held me fast, keeping me chained,
Weighing me down with my uncertainty,
My regret, my absolute fear of what I was becoming.
I hurt so many people that I love.
When I remember how little I cared about it at the time,
I feel physically sickened with myself.
Even still, they reached out to me after I had ignored them,
Again and again, for so long.
Life is looking pretty good right now.
I have a loving family, good friends, a boyfriend who I adore.
I am finally starting to feel like a real person again,
And I love it.
I have been brought from the lowest, darkest abyss
Back into the light.